I remember when I was seeing The Horrors I felt so happy and I didn’t want it to ever end and I wanted to cry. I remember closing my eyes a few moments to concentrate on the music but opening them ‘because I needed to focus on how beautiful they all are and on the fact that it was really Them right in front of me’. When I told Rhys how much I loved their performance he said Thank You but I thought ‘No no don’t thank me you don’t understand I love your music So Much that it hurts you’ve been so so special to me for a very long time you just don’t u n d e r s t a n d I didn’t just love your performance I just really Love You.’ But I couldn’t tell him any of that of course because I wouldn’t want to ruin the moment by creeping him out as he was probably pretty much creeped out by me already.
I’m in a train and I’m listening to Scarlet Fields and thinking about The Horrors and god dammit there are tears in my eyes.
i’d defend peter’s boobs quicker than i’d defend myself
Today I had a few hours of Nothing at school and I got bored so I took the train and went to a record store to talk to the shop owner about Night Beats and bought a Connan Mockasin CD :+)
I hadn’t been thinking about Pete in quite a while but today I had some kind of Pete Doherty attack wtf man I love him a lot (a lot)